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Time

September 25, 2005

I’m not really one for memes, but the trip to DC this weekend got me thinking about the marching on of time, so I decided to give this one a whirl.

10 years ago: I had just started the 10th grade, which was one of the toughest of my teen years. I was heavily in the throes of my eating disorder and lived on 250 calories a day; it was during that school year that I hit my lowest weight ever, at 116 pounds (I weigh in mid-140 range today). I had also started cutting; the scars of that unhealthy obsession faintly persist on my forearms today. I was dating a drug dealer who hit me on a number of occasions (I bear a small scar near my left eye from one of his punches) and supplied unfettered access to all the drugs I wanted. I was very much sexually compulsive and pretty much fucked anyone who was interested in me.

5 years ago: It was my second year in New York and I was a junior in college. I’d just gotten an internship with Akashic Books and was reading a lot of manuscripts. I first heard Q and Not U in their office in Brooklyn. James and I had been dating for two years. We broke up briefly in October but got back together a few weeks later. I lived in the East Village, wore a leather jacket with leopard print fabric shown on the back and covered in buttons and studs. My hair was buzzed and variously green, purple, red, orange and blue.

1 year ago: Here’s a snapshot of the end of September last year. I was still going strong with Dirck, had just met Gracie, and was just about to have my first MMF threesome with Seth and Dirck. I had just started my master’s degree and was going through the final meltdown with my roommate and best friend of several years (who was also my roommate 5 years ago).

Yesterday: Drove back to NYC from DC with James, laughing our asses off. Went out with Moira to the Continental for the punk rock, the drinking of whiskey and the hanging out with a sexy man. Had hot sex too awesome and intense to even write about.

Today: Continuation of the hot sex from last night. Grocery shopping with my upstairs neighbors. A nap to make up for a night of little sleep and lots of sex. $pread Magazine editorial meeting.

Damn. Who the fuck knows what things will look like 1, 5, 10 years from now.

Posted by Dacia at September 25, 2005 07:41 PM

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Woohoo!! Hop aboard the meme parade!

Posted by: Belle at September 26, 2005 06:50 AM

A great ship asks deep waters… Bartholomew

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