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A beginning
July 28, 2004
Things haven’t always looked like this - divided. But somehow they are now, and I’m starting to learn a thing or two about the closet.
The thing is: three years ago, I turned my academic (and prurient, lets not forget that) interest in sex/identity/gender and most of all FUCKING into a career. And I’ve been plugging away like that ever since - doing formal research on sexuality (in the cultural history sense, not the scientific one), working for a porn company, doing some responsible pervert stuff like teaching HIV/STI prevention workshops, and dabbling a bit in sex work - the kind with nakedness and fucking instead of just thinking.
But now I’m at a kind of crossroads. Because there are many facets of me, I’ve decided to go in a direction that, while it isn’t new to my life, requires me to be more closeted about my perversions (professional and otherwise). While in many ways I’m totally psyched about my choice, in other ways I’m utterly terrified and sad to be moving into a world where people will assume I’m like them or potentially freak out if they know that I’m not.
So that’s - roughly - what this blog is to be about: the process I’m going through as I try to figure out what it looks like to try and create a balance between Straight World and Pervland, in both the professional and filthy senses. You’ll get to read plenty of ruminations on sex, politics, history and get acquainted with the inner workings of my brain as I think these things through - but you’ll also get to hear funny stories from the daily worklife of a half-time professional pervert. And, of course, you’ll also get some dirty stories that aren’t about work at all.
Posted by Dacia at July 28, 2004 11:55 PM
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