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April 27, 2005
Ok, so maybe combining a sex party with my first day out of Brooklyn in 10 days was not the best of ideas.
I could have told myself that before going to Jefferson’s party last night, but I still wanted to go, for a two reasons: (A) I like being around naked people, especially if they are fucking and (2) I wanted to see my damn friends and practice that whole “being social” thing. Immediately upon arrival, I realized that I just wasn’t feeling right in my body or my brain.
I hung out, drank some soda, caught up with people, watched naked writhing on various beds, and then put on my socks and shoes (the only items of clothing I removed in the course of the evening) and decided to go home.
As I walked to the subway, I realized that the thing is – I really miss having sex with someone I like. I mean, I like the folks at Jefferson’s parties plenty, but not in the crush kinda way, or in the way where I think about them a whole lot and wonder what’s going to happen in our futures. Although I wasn’t having tons of sex in my relationships, I was enjoying what sex there was with people I saw as coherent parts of my life. Casual sex was way more fun when I had non-casual partners to go home to and balance it out.
Posted by Dacia at April 27, 2005 11:44 AM
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Comments
I hear ya honey. If I didn’t have Harry out there in PA I’d go home from parties feeling kinda lonely. But knowing I have someone helps keep the casual stuff in perspective and as fun as it should be.
hugs I look forward to seeing you tonight! I just hope my residual migraine goes away so I make it there. I’ll bet Blood Wrestling is one of those, “You’ll never guess what I once saw.” stories I’d like to have. :-)
Posted by: Nadia West at April 27, 2005 12:00 PM
Of course, when your socks were removed, your toes were immediately in a woman’s mouth …
I written about that too: sometimes an orgy is the cure for what ails you, and sometimes it just ain’t.
And when you do them as regularly as we do, you are bound to have some off nights.
We’ll just have to do it for you again in two weeks. Perhaps, just maybe, you will have a mad crush by then.
Hope springs eternal.
Your site rocks, by the way.
Posted by: Jefferson at April 27, 2005 02:05 PM
I am so getting you on this one its not funny… whew
Posted by: Algor_Langeaux at April 27, 2005 03:37 PM
Hey Vixen, i know exactly how you feel. after having numerous partners i now crave someone to explore and enjoy sex with. Can a whore like me become monogomous?
Posted by: christopher at April 28, 2005 06:40 PM
Obviously, I can relate.
So… yeah. This comment is pretty pointless other than just to say, “me too!” Which I know is lame, so I’m shutting up now.
More interesting comment at some point in the future…
Posted by: Belle at April 28, 2005 09:34 PM
The site is beautiful. I know that you have heard the whole ‘I know what you mean’ thing but it’s true. Sometimes being around people makes you feel even more lonely.
Posted by: NCTRNL at April 28, 2005 09:50 PM
I know what you mean; I used to have just 100% casual sex and that can be lonely.
Posted by: Lorrie at April 30, 2005 12:43 PM
