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My daily SAR
October 18, 2004
Over the last three years of being involved in sex in many different professional capacities, I’ve seen a hell damn lot of porn. Some of it has been great, some of it has been terrible, most has been totally unmemorable and some has made me cock my head to side and think, now how about that.
During this time, I’ve become a firm believer that all people should see porn that features acts or performers that don’t make them all hot and bothered. I think it’s good and healthy to see material that isn’t necessarily appealing, and hopefully understand that just because you personally aren’t aching for a release as a result of watching whatever the video is, someone else is. And that’s cool. This kind of exposure is known as “sexual attitude readjustment” (the SAR of my post title) - showing porn of fringe sexual persuasions has been done at the Society for the Scientific Study of Sexuality’s conferences in the past, so other people think that this kind of viewing is important too.
Anyway, in my recent incarnation as porn reviewer, I get piles of peculiar porn, stuff that I would probably never purchase on my own (especially since I get tons of the stuff for free). My last shipment included 4 she-male DVDs. Prior to this delivery, I’d never seen a she-male video, partly because of the insensitivity of the word “she-male,” which irks me. I was interested in seeing the videos mostly out of scientific curiosity.
This weekend, I watched a she-male flick, and like a good little reviewer, I settled down with my clothes on, notebook and pen poised to analyze! I watched intently and seriously until I got to the fifth scene and had to confess to myself that despite my professional veneer (I had my pants on, for fuck’s sake!) I was, shall we say, in the mood. A quick rummage through the toy box, and I’m half naked (I left my shirt on, because I was working dammit!), lubed up and shuddering from premonitions of an orgasm, masturbating frantically but carefully holding out so that I could come simultaneously with the performers on screen.
I kept my notebook within reach though, and stayed cognizant enough to write things like “b gets on his knees and sucks both g’s cocks.” I smeared lube on my notes.
Posted by Dacia at October 18, 2004 09:19 AM
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