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Pretty on the outside

March 20, 2005

I’ve begun to improve at this whole modeling thing - well, posing hasn’t been a problem because I am pretty comfortable in my skin, but I really am not that good at making cute faces. In the vast majority of pictures of me, I am wearing an expression that can best be described as the “are we fucking yet?” expression, in which I’m sorta half interested in looking cute, but don’t entirely know what the big deal is. Even when I’m in a perfectly good mood, I’m wearing this expression.

What I don’t understand is how I managed to look as hot as I do in the below photos. I did this shoot mere days after my break up with Dirck, and I remember what it felt like inside my head that day - it was not pretty.

Although I’m pretty thrilled with the outcome of the shoot, I can’t help but feel weirdly disconnected from my body, almost betrayed by it. How is it that on days when I felt totally hot and happy I end up looking weird and grumpy, and on a day when I felt utterly wretched, I look just about as good as I am capable?

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Photos by Logan Grendel, Inifinite Idea Photography.

Posted by Dacia at March 20, 2005 01:04 PM

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